December 15, 2008
Seeking Input (Updated)
Okay, Ladies…
Tell me what you know about Implantation Bleeding.
Don’t read into this too much, I think it’s just my period.
Five days early…
But I’m curious…
Have you experienced this type of thing? I want to know all about it.
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Never mind. It turns out it’s just one messed up cycle. Here we fucking go again. Disappointment and anger. Anger and disappointment. Crying, crying, crying.
So, a period five days early, indicates a luteal phase of around 10 days. This may not be long enough for my body to sustain a pregnancy. So, if I did conceive, the embryo probably never attached to the uterine wall and blah, blah, blah.
The nurse at the doctor’s office was quite bitchy, implying that I was wasting her precious time with my ridiculous questions (insert eye roll here). I just wanted to know what to expect. I wanted to have some idea as to why my body is failing me.
I tried to be postive, because things were looking up. Things were going well. And now this. This is just too much for me. I’m so tired of it all, and yet I can’t let it go…
This isn’t making my holiday season any merrier. I know, there are more important things to worry about. It’s not about me.
I realize I should be celebrating the birth of Jesus, but can I just tell you how difficult that is when I hurt so terribly?
This sucks. Suckity-sucks.
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December 15th, 2008 at 12:29 PM, feefifoto Says:
I heard about it and prayed for it but never actually experienced it. Here’s hoping you’re having it now. Best of luck.
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December 16th, 2008 at 11:36 AM, The Redheaded Lefty Says:
Thinking about you and sending HUMONGOUS sloppy cheek kisses all the way to your chilly neck o’ the woods. Hang in there, doll.
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December 16th, 2008 at 5:27 PM, Headless Mom Says:
Oh Dana. I read today’s before this. My heart breaks for you.
I know that there is really nothing for me to say except I love you.
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December 16th, 2008 at 10:37 PM, feefifoto Says:
I haven’t read all your posts so I don’t know much about your situation. Are you working with a fertility doc? In any case, the nurse in your doctor’s office has no right to dismiss your concerns.
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December 16th, 2008 at 11:14 PM, Dana Says:
Yes, I am working with an an OB/GYN who specializes in infertility cases. He’s an expert on PCOS and I’m grateful to be working with him. HE is wonderful, but that flipping nurse was horrible. I’m going to complain at my next appointment because it still makes me mad.
December 17th, 2008 at 9:34 AM, mrs.chicken Says:
I’m so sorry. I wish I had some words of comfort or wisdom. But I’m here, listening.
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December 19th, 2008 at 12:20 PM, The Dana Files » And It’s Not Even Friday the 13th… Says:
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