June 28, 2006

Tuesday Troubles

I am very mad at someone and I want to blog about them. And I wouldn’t say anything here that I haven’t already said to her face, but I’m trying to be the bigger person and let it go.

Did I tell you how difficult that is for me? I’m very confrontational when I feel I’m being wronged. I state my point of view clearly and I’m straight forward, but it usually happens that the person I’m upset with can’t match my intelligence level. It’s then that I realize I am smarter than that — I am capable of ignoring her stupidity.

So that’s exactly what I’m doing. I just needed to vent a little.

I feel like I haven’t blogged in months and it’s only been a day and a half. My mother-in-law went into the hospital last night. She has some internal bleeding that her doctors are hoping to cauterize. I’m very worried about her and I can’t seem to stop dwelling on the “what-ifs”. It’s ironic because my father-in-law just came home a few days ago from rehabilitation. He had broken his hip six weeks ago. I have a feeling that anxiety and stress is what sent my MIL to the hospital. Perhaps these worries about my FIL caused physical ailments? Regardless of that, I do hope she gets better soon. If I don’t stop fretting about her I’ll end up there, too!

Last night, I had my favorite friend, the migraine, over for dinner. That bitch just won’t leave me alone. She terrorizes me. And she makes being a mother miserable. Especially the mother of a toddler! Ms. Migraine decided to make it impossible to function. I was laying on the floor trying not to die and poor little Dawson was at my side hugging me and saying, “Awwww….Mumma owie”. He just melts my heart. He knew Mumma wasn’t feeling well and tried his best to take care of her. And he’s not even 2 years old yet.

I called my doctor this morning and told him I need drugs or I will be one crazy person at my next visit. Imitrex may be the only thing to cure these episodes.

What has everyone been up to? I’m going to do my blog walking today! See you all soon!

P.S. Carmen, if this is the post in which you think I was writing about you; you are wrong. The fight I had with this person was about politics. And it wasn’t even a fight. It was more like a debate that went too far. Hence the sarcasm about her intelligence. I’m very sorry that you assumed I would write about you.

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